The Best Grandma (Flash Fiction)

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Flash Fiction #129

“My Grandma Is The Best” –That’s the title of her first composition in middle school when it was required of her, in her writing class, to describe a family member. Even those boys and girls who had the crazy version of dysfunctional families painted a rosy picture of one relative, knowing that the teacher would only give you good grade if you wrote something positive.

And she’s sincere in her writing of her grandma. She truly thought that her grandma is the best woman in the world–she has nine children, for whom she worked every minute of her life; she cooks, cleans, knits sweaters; her pots and pans shine brighter than mirrors; she talks loudly in that accent from a remote fishing village; she calls her “Shermi” in her unique way. She’s the epitome of a diligent womanhood that no other woman can match.

Now Shermi has all grown up, finished college, and got a job. She only comes back for the holiday gathering in her grandparent’s place. Shermi’s grandma married very young–when she was 17–and Shermi’s mother is the first child. Consequently her grandmother is not even 70 yet with a big girl like Shermi as her first grand daughter.

Shermi’s late to the dinner party. When she arrives, everybody has already started having Grandma’s signature soup with fermented fish. When she emerges, everybody stops, staring at her. It seems a little weird since her presence has never been so conspicuously felt by others. She sits down and starts to ladle the soup in the middle of the table into a small bowl for herself.

Something is really wrong. Everybody stops eating and is looking at her. She pretends that she hasn’t noticed it. In this family, turning a blind eye has been daily practiced and enforced.

At length, her grandpa gives her cousin Ardan a signal and Ardan starts, “Grandma said you are very ungrateful and very un-filial in writing that story. You are a traitor.” Ardan is in high school now and he’s the golden child and golden grandchild of the family.

Shermi did write a short story and submitted to a magazine, which published it. She tried her best to change the composition of the characters etc, but several incidents in the story are obviously drawn from her own family. The story is unmistakably concerning her grandma, her mother, and her uncles and aunts, if Ardan or any of her relatives read it. This is the problem with writing–when one writes, it’s usually about things one has experienced and people one has met even if one is writing about an alien character in a science fiction.

At first, Shermi can’t decide what to do: to defend her self or to keep quiet. As she is hesitating, her relatives’ voice of accusation grows louder and she’s marked out as a stain on the family reputation. And finally, she explodes. What the heck. She has to defend herself while making this a teachable moment for everybody. If all the adults are set in their old ways and can’t be changed, at least Ardan is still young and he can benefit from her truth telling.

“Can’t you see our family is not normal? Have we ever had a shared laugh? No. Have my uncles ever had an brotherly conversation with each other? No. Have my aunts ever chatted in the truly sister way that is endless and affectionate? No. They talk as if they are strangers, acknowledging each other only in transactional ways. They come for a family dinner as if they are attending funerals or some serious formal occasions that demand the most rigid behavior. We are not normal. Grandma works like a savage and she controls the family like a savage narcissist. She is the best model of womanhood who has to be admired and adored at all time. She controls and manipulates every child so that my aunts and my uncles can’t form normal bonds with each other. She talks ill of one child to another child and sabotage their relationship with each other. We are a dysfunctional narcissist family. This is why most of my aunts and uncles have bad marriages. By the way, my parents have the worst marriage of all. The reason for that is because we grew up in this family devoid of normal emotions. We become little narcissists following a big narcissist who controls us. This has to be stopped. And I want Ardan to grow up to be a normal boy, has normal relationship with others. We have to talk about this. If we don’t, we are going to continue in this dark twisted family tragedy forever. My parents almost killed each other, my uncle’s wife committed suicide, my grandpa never says a word. This is a mad house. Can’t you see it? It is right before your eyes.”

“How can you turn against your own family? How can you be one of us when you speak ill of us? We have treated you like a kin but you bite the hand that feeds you. You are the worst kind of girl and you should rot in hell.” Her relatives are all up in arms in criticizing her. Finally she has to quit the place and they continue their tirade against her long after she is gone.

43 thoughts on “The Best Grandma (Flash Fiction)

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  1. Deceiving ourselves to believe that wrong is right. Or the detachment from knowing what is really right. At times, ugliness is swept beneath the rug and though relationships and mental peace may be sacrificed, the problems and issues are never addressed. It takes courage to do that. Great story, Haoyan. 🙂

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  2. Unfortunately, this is the norm in some families. I’ve witnessed it myself. And when one person dares to speak out they are treated like a villain. When we’re young we don’t see the truth but when we grow up we realise just how terrible certain things are.

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    1. Yes, I witness that too growing up. I didn’t know what was wrong back then but somehow my instincts told me that something was not right. And in such a dysfunctional family, normal expressions are often shamed into silence and children had to face with twisted reality.

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      1. That’s so sad but yeah it is something that we experience when we come from dysfunctional families and often times we think we’re the ones in the wrong when that’s not true.

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        1. It’s true. The shadow of dysfunction can follow one for life and it is very important one recognize it and understand what’s wrong. I am not really good at doing that, but I really try.

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        2. Yeah I’ve gotten good at it too because of the way I grew up. It’s a sad irony that you have to have witnessed dysfunction to learn to recognize it and protect yourself from it.

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        3. Yes, awareness really makes a difference. I mean in the past, people are really ignorant of narcissistic abuse and no sympathy for the victims. However it is a little better know since people start to realize…

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        4. True, I don’t think a lot of people even knew what narcism was back in the day and so would not recognise a narcissist if they saw one. I’m glad people are more aware now.

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        5. So true. I think the other reason is that narcissists know how to hide their track and put up a front to respect the status quo. And you know Asian communities, (or any community in general) like to uphold the existing order and refuse to believe that something needs to be changed. The victims are usually the voiceless in the community and people unconsciously want to keep them voiceless so that nothing will be changed.

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        6. Yes, absolutely. It’s like that in South Asian communities too. It’s always the people who are benefiting from society being as it is that are so opposed to change and often use narcissistic methods to keep those who want change silent.

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        7. You are so right. I wish I can write something to encourage the powerless and voiceless to continue to try various methods to make themselves heard. Don’t get discouraged when people don’t trust them. I want to do that…

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        8. So true. It’s so easy to offend in English but the saying the same thing in another language would not be considered offensive at all. Tones also matter so much in English. Even your tone can offend people.

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        9. Yes, so true. I just talked to one of my neighbors yesterday and she is so polite and sweet. I just felt that I could never be as polite and sweet as she is. LOL. I am quite defective in this aspect and I must have offended people without knowing it.

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        10. Me too. I just can’t help myself even though I have no intention of offending other people. I always tell me that I should praise people more and be more sweet, but I just can’t achieve that.

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  3. Family, in the main doesn’t like to hear the truth about themselves. However, every now and then there can be recognition that perhaps we got it wrong and we need to change. But, for Sherri, I can see this being a four or five decade proposition before there is any resolution 😱

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    1. So true. Family doesn’t. And in those cultures that are very family oriented, it is the worst crime to point out a family foibles. However this doesn’t mean nobody suffer in such a family structure. Those at the bottom of the family hierarchy suffer terribly when they have a bad leader of the family.

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        1. At least three generations. That’s my thinking. I mean if there’s a narcissist in the family, she or he (but usually she will make more damage since she’s more of hands on, daily routine of the family) will damage at least their children and often the grandchildren will also be affected. And then the effect gets weaned off.

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