To call or not to call, it's a dilemma since the invention of telephone. I want to call you, to hear you say you are OK, not sick, not forgetting me, not attached. Well, I am not too ambitious-- just not sick will be sufficient. The call will be a surprise to you, an embarrassment to me, a misstep to be reflected again and again later on. I will say it's because of the coronavirus. Otherwise I would not have called. I just want to know you are OK, nothing else intended. Still I think it will make you vain and conceited. If I do not call, I will live in quiet despair forever. Just call him, get embarrassed or even humiliated. Then it will be the end of it. Will it be the end?